Weighing in at 110.2 kg. WTF? I
PICKED UP 1.2 kgs! I, J. Hardspear de la Azotea will try to drink
more water as well.
The salt water flush is working,
despite me putting in lemon juice. I
just cannot drink a litre of salt water without flavouring it with at least a
bit of lemon.
I don’t know how to say this in
English… Ek is meer LUS vir kos as wat
ek regtig honger is. I am not really
hungry, but I am salivating if I think of Pizza.
We went to buy groceries today. It was
pure torture. I was very sleepy and
tired yesterday and today, but I do not feel too bad. Tried to take a nap this afternoon – didn’t
work. Had to pee to every 5 seconds.
Late afternoon I told Lamb that I am
going to get us a DVD. I feel tense and
need to relax. Also I am thinking of
pizza all the time. I could not believe
my ears when Lamb asked me to stop at Mimmo’s and bring her a pizza…
The rest of the evening was
unadulterated agony. The smell of the
pizza driving back in my car was torment.
I tried not to watch as she ate the pizza. I was very close to giving in.
I am actually starting to look forward
to my laxative tea in the evenings. I
think it is mainly because it is ingesting something hot.
Muscles ache a bit. Kidneys feel sore.
Never watched the DVD in the end…
1 comment:
The longing for food is one of the HUGE parts of why I battle to diet... even when I'm not hungry I am thinking about food!
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